the prophet's hand

when globalization is taking its course, and we move too swiftly,unable to catch our breath,our senses are blunted and our sights blinded, remember, human beings are still the same-we all need the same basic bottom elements since the invent of time;- love, care and attention.

Cos that's what i feel when my pace is going too fast and i can't pause;- i miss to catch up with old friends, not having a glimpse how their lives have changed so, i forget to notice how the flowers in our garden is blossoming beautifully with its different colours, and i too become indifferent to the change of weather and the evolution of time, it seems as if the time freezes. and most importantly, i become cranky, cold to people, forgetting how to show love and care when its the most vital thing that me myself actually need. sometimes we just forget that we all need the prophet's hand,

The Propet’s hands, silken smooth and soft to touch,
sometimes we need those hands so much,
to feel them clasp our own, let us know we’re not alone.
The Prophet’s hands, as we toil in the square, come up behind us unaware.
Playful palms across our eyes, teasing to help us realize,
We need the jesting, joking, calming - Prophet’s hands.

So remind me, when im moving too fast, and my pace cant pause that i need to slow down, relax, and rerevise what are the priorities in my life. whenever seriousness is my only default face mode-and i've forgotten how to smile - refresh me that its ok to joke and cheerfulness is essential to exist in this world-cause that's wut i really need-for u to show me that u actually do care.deep down inside.

The Prophet’s hands,
silken smooth and soft to touch
sometimes we need those hands so much,
to feel them clasp our own and let us know we’re not alone.
The Prophet’s hands, If they could take over the reigns,
if they could take away the strains,
guide us to the end with the patience of a friend.

Oh Allah, sometimes we need the prophet's hands,
Oh Allah, sometimes we miss the prophet's hands....

one step at a time

my upcoming important schedule:
5&6 feb: international health and management of new emerging diseases block exam
23-25 feb: the MOST IMPORTANT EXAM THROUGHOUT MY THEORETICAL MEDICAL YEARS- comprehension test!

27 feb- flying back to MALAYSIA =)
14 mac- compre test result announcement
14 & 15mac- beloved sis huda's wedding!
17 mac- flying back to JOGJA
23mac- if Allah's willing and if i pass compre test, i wil be entering clinical rotation. if not, i'll be entering a month later..

alhamdulillah my thesis exam had been done last week, it went quite well n alhamdulillah we surpassed for an A..=). rite now being superbusy as usual, im concentrating on getting my publication paper done, so that it will all be over quickly. i have many things to tell. later i'll tell bout our 'Untukmu Palestine' forum with MER-C the other day..

chayok...sungguh2..n sincere yaa..one step a time =)

inspirasi (how i miss Rasulullah)

Diriku berlari
Kejar buih di kaki sirahmu
Malangnya tak jumpa
Hilang ditelan ombak masa

Lelah aku
Dan termangu di sini
Mencari sinar

Ku cuba mengutip
Butir bistari di pesisir kalammu
Inginku sematkan
Menghiasi dada kehidupanku

lalu terang destinasi abadi
Di hujung langkahku

Kau inspirasi
Jiwa nan suci
Inginku terus selami

Di dasar dirimu kilau cahaya
Mutiara putih
Menyinar ke dalam lubuk jiwa
Nan gelap gelita

Di dasar dirimu
Karang indah
Halus penuh seni
meneguh perjuangan kebenaran
Hikmah pekerti

Kau inspirasi
Permata hati
Ingin ku terus selami

Kau inspirasi
Walau kau pergi
Namun ku tetap di sini..

over 1300 palestinians have died yet the world is still doing nothing..

i am so so sad....the world is so big n gaza is so small, yet nobody seems to be doing anything about the Israelis invasion up till now ...where are the OIC countries hiding??no news of sending any military help..at least the indonesian MER-C team has arrived there for medical aid..wut about the government of the islamic countries worldwide?don't they bother to send any jihad batallions to help our brethrens there?the whole world seems to be soooo silent in response to the crisis??wut has happened to us? are we in a too deep sleep and is it sooo difficult to wake up?

pukul 3 pagi

ada org azan pukul 3 pagi??waktu subuh masuk at 4pm. oh.. mungkin nak kejut qiyammullail agaknye. beberape kali sy tgk jam sy sebab kaget.

herm, teruk betullah knowledge microbe n pharmaco saya! enterococci, enterobacter,a aa same ke ni?

super-busy

declaring that im superr busy at the moment n...hating it?

im so sorry if i cudnt keep my emotions under check at times or if there's some appointments that i couldn't attend to...or meet up with..i'm barely struggling with my own studies at the moment n having to cut out on my own regular sleeping hours..

the 06's are going to have their OSCE exams soon so the 05's assistants are currently struggling to assist them, fulfilling their scheduled practices just as soon as our own class ends, keeping me occupied up to 4pm in the evening...in fact, sum groups are even requesting practices up to 6pm!

but then i suppose, time is an issue for most of us pun, many of us are multitasking n wishing that we have more than 24 hours a day, therefore i should not make excuses, nor complains..just do wut i have to do, n enjoys it..i hope im still one piece intact at the end of the day. pray for me ;) pendadaran (my thesis exam or final presentation) is on next wednesday.

all the best everyone!~

Wasiat Hassan Al-Banna

Saudaraku,
Janganlah engkau putus asa, kerana putus asa bukanlah akhlak seorang muslim.
Ketahuilah bahwa kenyataan hari ini adalah mimpi hari kelmarin, dan impian hari inI
adalah kenyataan di hari esok. Waktu masih panjang dan hasrat akan terwujudnya
kedamaian masih tertanam dalam jiwa masyarakat kita, meski fenomena-fenomena
kerusakan dan kemaksiatan menghantui mereka. Yang lemah tidak akan lemah
sepanjang hidup-nya dan yang kuat tidak akan selamanya kuat.

Allah swt. berfirman,
"Dan Kami hendak memberi karunia kepada orang-orang yang tertindas di bumi
(Mesir) itu dan hendak menjadikan mereka pemimpin dan menjadikan mereka orang orang
yang mewarisi (bumi), dan akan Kami teguhkan kedudukan mereka di muka
bumi dan akan Kami perlihatkan kepada Fir'aun dan Haman serta tentaranya apa yang
selalu mereka khawatirkan," (Al-Qashash: 5-6)

Putaran waktu akan memperlihatkan kepada kita peristiwa-peristiwa yang
mengejutkan dan memberikan peluang kepada kita untuk berbuat. Dunia akan melihat
bahwa dakwah kita adalah hidayah, kemenangan, dan kedamaian, yang dapat
menyembuhkan umat dari rasa sakit yang tengah dideritanya. Setelah itu tibalah
giliran kita untuk memimpin dunia, kerana bumi tetap akan berputar dan kejayaan
itu akan kembali kepada kita. Hanya Allah-lah harapan kita satu-satunya.
Bersiap dan berbuatlah, jangan menunggu datangnya esok hari, kerana bisa jadi
engkau tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa di esok hari.

Kita memang harus menunggu putaran waktu itu, tetapi kita tidak boleh berhenti.
Kita harus terus berbuat dan terus melangkah, kerana kita memang tidak mengenal
kata "berhenti" dalam berjihad.
Allah swt. berfirman,
"Dan orang-orang yang berjihad untuk (mencari keridhaan) Kami, sungguh
akan.Kami tunjukkan jalan-jalan Kami." (Al-Ankabut: 69)

Hanya Allah-lah dzat yang Mahaagung, bagi-Nya segala puji.