kenape susah sgt nk buat modul ni??

i tink im having this writer's block.or syllabus maker block.err wutever.i've been sitting in front of the laptop since after subuh dis morning yet i havent managed to start writing the asthma module yet!i just dunno how to begin with.its just ASTHMA.not sumthing major.Global Initiative For Asthma 2007.i have been looking at u since dis morning.please give cooperation.i have piles of other stuffs to be done.*sigh*.my patience is tested at its very best today.may i excell in this test ya Allah..

the usually impatient toy--->the patient thahirah
*astaghfirullah..sabar2..

ini pun sy suke..

kak nisa' sy cui lagik..mintak izin..hehe =D

Sesungguhnya menakjubkan urusan orang mukmin itu, semua urusannya adalah kebaikan, dan hal itu tidak mungkin terjadi kecuali pada seorang mukmin, jika ia mendapatkan kenikmatan ia bersyukur, maka itulah yang terbaik untuknya, dan jika ia tertimpa kesusahan ia bersabar, maka itulah yang terbaik untuknya
(Hadith riwayat Muslim)

a constant reminder

sy sgt suke dgn phrase ni..(taken from beloved kak nisa's blog =] )

Lelaki dan perempuan yang baik bukanlah yang memakai kosmetik Islam pada sms berbau Islam atau pakaian berwarna Islam, tetapi pada kekuatan menghalang diri dari saling mengotorkan pasangan dengan maksiat... (saifulislam.com)

..aku jd malu sendiri dan tambah rendah diri..diri penuh hina dan nista..

the early morning blues syndrome..

Waking up with the feeling of misery and so sleepyish.though I think I did sleep excessively.feeling so hopeless and deadpants, with stacks of stuff nagging to be done, things are not on my side. I miss home n I think I need to get away. As I went to the kitchen to make coffee and fill my empty tummy, I listened to the birds chirping cheerfully on our house’s roof, and it filled my heart with some sort of serenity. True, some things may have not went my way or the way I wanted them to be. But I’m not the only creature in this planet and my problems are not in the centre of this world. How dreadful I might have felt, this world is still running smoothly without intrusion from my insignificant miseries, the way God has planned it to be. And some beautiful things are happening at the other part of this world, with hopes restored in the heart of so many people. Many things have happened but Allah has its own mysterious way to show his signs of mercy and love. Too bad if we cant see them..

Which of Allah’s favour can u deny? (Ar Rahman)

Replace misery with content,
Hopelessness with humility,
Sadness with hope,
Deadpants with a kamikaze spirit


The food and drinks I eat,
The love of so many I received,
The ability to make a huge change,
The wealth which is enough,
The opportunity to seek knowledge,
The voice and words that could rhyme
And I'm heard

I’m just a small part of this beautiful world

i just miss U..

Dear kak ayeshah,i think i miss u..

i miss ur laughters,giggles n smiles

i miss ur mischievous grin n agitated behaviour..*wink2

the optimistic outlook on life u've alwiz showed me

added with ur outgoing personality that never cease to shine

but most importantly,

i think i miss ur comfort pillow

..i miss the advices n life lessons u've alwiz preached me

..i miss u bringing me cake during my birthday even though u were bz enuf to just ignore me

..i miss u buying me bubur panas n ate it with me when i was having a fever n nobody else seemed to care

..i miss the time during the sleepover when we cud chat bout everything

all the night through

the simple things yet they mean a lot to me

which are enough to make my face lit n heart glow warmly

at the thought of u

the small gestures of kindness that make a huge difference to me

to show that u do care...

i think dat i just MISS U..miss u n miss u..;(

*smoge kak aye slaluu heppy dgn abg farid n baby yg bakal lahir..doakan sy kt sini selalu ye..wuu..

..me on anti hypocrisy, corruption and cunning acts..huhu

poyo tak poyo sangatla..

ni adelah gambar2 poyo team ALS TBMM koo..malu nk letak sebenanye..tp haish..tak kire, nk letak juge!!..=P
Oh btw,ALS stands for advanced life support.TBMM stands for tim bantuan medis mahasiswa(ala2 saint john gitu...eh,yeke?).hehe.lg 5 org teammates takde dlm gamba ni krn ketidakhadiran atas sebab2 yg tak dapek dielakkan.

ni kat taman medika..(comelnye yg pakai tudung orange tuu..)-->sile muntah!

ni pun kat taman medika.dari kiri toy,tejo,yati,irma,rosy,yg kat depan sekali tuh dea raiza.me n yati (tudung putih) in charge sie kurrikulum.tejo tu satu2 nye anggota lelaki dlm team ni.haha

Ni lak depan gedung praktikum Radiopoetro. Selambe je si tejo ni baring2.hish2..

Narcis memang narcis..tapi..peduli ape!heh he he..

*tak sangke dah 2 tahun jd anggota tbmm.since 1st yer dah berjinak-jinak ngan tbmm.dah balek mesia nnti mesti miss kenangan2 ngan tbmm.huu,hehe

kesian..

kesiannye kene epilepsy aka seizure aka sawan aka ayan..hrtu kesian tgk patient kn parkinson's..isk2..
-alhamdulillah atas nikmat kesehatan Tuhan beri..

the choice

haa..i choose epilepsy!
brain ade electrical activity?electric shock?sengatan listrik?
cayalah brain...subhanallah,subhanallah..

mari memilih

epilepsy tutorial.skills lab patho reflex.anatomy CNS.assistency genitourinary/gyn exam.whoa,which one shud i choose to study?
(pilihlaa yg mana satu..lagu raye)
*blink-blink,heee

7 hari seminggu memahami hikmah kehidupan

Tuhan beri hidayah dan hikmah setiap hari tapi tak semua manusia memikiri atau menyedari. Ingin berubah atau tidak semuanya terletak pada diri sendiri.
"Bagi manusia ada malaikat-malaikat yang selalu mengikutinya bergiliran, di muka dan di belakangnya, mereka menjaganya atas perintah Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak merubah keadaan sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka merubah keadaan yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri. Dan apabila Allah menghendaki keburukan terhadap sesuatu kaum, maka tak ada yang dapat menolaknya; dan sekali-kali tak ada pelindung bagi mereka selain Dia."(QS 13:11)



Setiap benda yg kita lihat, dengar dan sentuh setiap hari adalah iklan tentang Tuhan kepada kita. Kalau tak, apa gunanya Tuhan kurniakan pancaindera?
"Dan sesungguhnya Kami jadikan untuk (isi neraka Jahannam) kebanyakan dari jin dan manusia, mereka mempunyai hati, tetapi tidak dipergunakannya untuk memahami (ayat-ayat Allah) dan mereka mempunyai mata (tetapi) tidak dipergunakannya untuk melihat (tanda-tanda kekuasaan Allah), dan mereka mempunyai telinga (tetapi) tidak dipergunakannya untuk mendengar (ayat-ayat Allah). Mereka itu sebagai binatang ternak, bahkan mereka lebih sesat lagi. Mereka itulah orang-orang yang lalai."(QS 7:179)



Sesungguhnya beruntunglah orang-orang yang berjalan di muka bumi yang memahami 'hikmah kehidupan' Tuhan cuba sampaikan kepadanya. Kalau tak, kita hanyalah manusia 'hamba kepada hawa nafsu' dan hidup sehari-hari dengan tujuan untuk hanya memuaskan hawa nafsu (perut dan sebagainya) tanpa memahami tujuan sebenar kehidupan ataupun menjadi manusia yang tahu tujuan hidup tapi lalai melaksanakannya.


"Manusia yg hidup hanya memuaskan perutnya, tak ubah seperti hasil bahan buangan dr perutnya"(kata-kata pujangga seorang ahli fikir)


24/7 : 7 hari seminggu, 24 jam sehari.Setiap saat Tuhan bagi kita petunjuk dan hidayah. Bukankah Tuhan itu Maha Pengasih?Cuma manusia, banyak yg tak mahu memahami/ berfikir. Bukankah itu pilihannya sendiri?
"Dan pada hari itu diperlihatkan neraka Jahannam; dan pada hari itu ingatlah manusia, akan tetapi tidak berguna lagi mengingat itu baginya. Dia mengatakan: "Alangkah baiknya kiranya aku dahulu mengerjakan (amal saleh) untuk hidupku ini". Maka pada hari itu tiada seorangpun yang menyiksa seperti siksa-Nya. Dan tiada seorangpun yang mengikat seperti ikatan-Nya (QS 89:23-26)

"The life in this world is nothing except filth wrapped in gold foil"
-Shaykh Hussayn Abdul Sattar

...berjuang..berjuang..

im dazed

waking up dis morning with the feeling of dazed n confused.i havent studied for my Parkinson's tutorial yet. i paid a visit to Kak Bayani's cost last nite and returned home at 10,so it kinda spoiled my usual baby sleep routine which should start after isya'.so the result is i wake up late dis morning.i suppose dat i cant afford distractions, or i might lose my momentum to study.i need time,neurology is complex and difficult!at least that's my self resolution for dis block afta much spoiling of the previous blocks.Feeling dazed n sleepy, i turned on my laptop n played my fave surah-surah Maryam-recital n translation.Reminds me dat today is Friday, dun forget Surah Al-Kahf. Allah help me to clear my head, make things easy for me throughout dis day. Make me a good abid n khalifah..

Cant wait for dis eve's Kelas Murottal.After 4 consecutive skipping, the ustazah must have missed me (huh,perasan). Havva gud day everyone,rise and shine. Dun fall, just b urself ;)

what a wonder!

Neuropeptides are neurotransmitters produced by our neurons cell bodies named enkephalins, endorphins and dynorphins.These neuropeptides or so called opioid peptides will bind to the naturally occurring opioid receptors in our body.In fact these natural body painkillers are 200 times more potent than morphine! Scientist proved dat acupuncture may produce analgesia (loss of pain sensation) by increasing the release of these opioids or neurotransmitters by our neuron cell bodies.Its release is also linked to improving memory,learning,feeling of pleasure or euphoria,control of body temperature,hormonal regulation,sexual drive and help to counter illnesses such as schizophrenia and depression.no wonder acupuncture is not painful at all,lest it works a wonder-giving u that tranquil n at ease effect-like opioid(such as morphines and heroins)! acupuncture anyone?

those who still care..

Cry for the world

do not cry for yourself

you are only a small part of life

What has man done here on earth

he built mountains of pain

rivers of tears and blood

If you want to do the right thing

do not pray for it to happen

just go ahead and do it

For nothing else will

and you will die waiting

so will the world.

Hiyam NoirMay 3 2008

http://www.palestinefreevoice.blogspot.com/

O Allah..please forgive me for the times i've spent crying and brooding over my own self and fate when there are many others who are screaming and crying in need..verily none of my hardships are COMPARABLE to their sufferings..

O Allah, I plead to u,make us those that still care and strive to make the earth prosper

Dont ever make us human beings that are indifferent towards other people's sufferings..

the pride..h.i.j.a.b for peace

the veil

They say, "Oh, poor girl, you're so beautiful you know

It's a shame that you cover up your beauty so.

She just smiles and graciously responds reassuringly,

"This beauty that I have is just one simple part of me.

"This body that I have, no stranger has the right to see.

"These long clothes, this shawl I wear, ensure my modesty.

"Faith is more essential than fashion, wouldn't you agree?

"This hijab,This mark of piety,

Is an act of faith, a symbol,

For all the world to see.

A simple cloth, to preserve her dignity.

So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

They tell her, "Girl, don't you know this is the West and you are free?

You don't need to be oppressed, ashamed of your femininity.

"She just shakes her head and she speaks so assuredly,

"See the bill-boards and the magazines that line the check-out isles,

with their phony painted faces and their air-brushed smiles?

Well their sheer clothes and low cut gowns they are really not for me.

You call it freedom, and I call it anarchy.

"This hijab,This mark of piety,

Is an act of faith, a symbol,For all the world to see.

A simple cloth, to preserve her dignity.

So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

Lift the veil from your heart and seek the heart of purity...