from nothing to something..

i may not know a lot
but i'm learning
and i'm enjoying it..

although making mistakes and asking a lot of silly questions will be made along the way
i'll make do with it
knowing dat this item is needed
in the checklist
of the process to become from nothing to something..and progressing

"Celakalah orang2 yang hari ini nya tidak lebih baik dari semalam"
-Dr B.j aka Bambang Djarwoto..-

this upcoming week

1) seleksi penerimaan asisten baru
2) assistency
3) thesis
4) guides to good prescribin
5) flight tickets returning to jogja!

alhamdulillah to Allah's mercy..
though past week had been tough (esp histo exam) Allah determines me to be able to made it thru still safe and sound, not dead yet n still breathing as humanely as possible..

praise be only to Allah, the creator
Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah n alhamdulillah..

May i be able to liven up these remnants of Ramadhan..

human and its limitations

kadang2 kita berniat buat baik tapi orang lain salah ertikan niat kita..
kadang2 kita buat baik tapi orang lain tak nak bagi cooperation
kadang2 kita buat baik, bukan saja org lain tak nak bagi cooperation malahan tak even bother to understand..

mungkin mmg sifat semulajadi manusia
kita hanya fikirkan diri kita
kite jelahh yg paling malang dlm dunia
jarang sekali cuba 'put urself in other people's shoes'
hobi hanya nk 'menjudge org lain'
ataupun merasa diri sendiri saje yg betul

apalah yg ade pada diri seorg manusia
diciptakan cume dari tanah je pun
itupun dah nak rase semue yg dia ada tu dia yang punya
tak sedar ke yang tu semua milik Tuhan
tak layak pun nak berkeluh kesah
tak layak pun nak complain itu ini
apa yg Tuhan bagi kat kite tu pun utk kita sumbangkan pada agamaNya juga
cube spare a thot for other people jugak
jgn asyik nk fikir pasal diri sendiri
banyak lagi org lain yg lebih teruk dari keadaan kita
sudah2 la...dari jadi selfish

sudah2 la juga
dr terus-terusan mengharap kepada manusia
kekecewaan dan sedih hati tak bertepi nanti
mmg Tuhan dah kate manusia tak sempurna
jadi kenapelah lagi kita still harap pada manusia..
sudah2 la

Tuhan tu Maha Ada
Tuhan tu Maha Sempurna
Tuhan tu Maha Tahu
Tuhan tu adalah sebaik2 Pembela
Dan pertolongan Tuhan tu ada bersama-sama org-org yang menolong agamaNya..

agama ini milik kita
apa gunanya hati kalau tak faham?

-Diri yang lemah lagi tak berdaya..
La haula wala quwwata illa billahil aliyyul 'azhim..

Allah tahu apa yg kita tak tahu, n Allah adalah sebaik2 Hakim..

how to balance a system?

when u have so much work to be done and so many thoughts on ur head, wut u shud do is to get sorted!

1) Relax, take a deep breath
2) Remove all the distractions from ur brain, they're just fooling u around
3) Think of God, and all of his mercy upon U, He the Determiner of all things, things happen the way HE plans them to BE!
4) Believe in wut ur heart says, be confident of it
5) Don't fret! just be calm
6) Think - one thing at a time, don't get paranoid

Relax, relax and relax, enjoy enjoy n enjoy..stay focus dearie me (",)

when-i-get-busy-and-just forget,

O Allah,

My Lord,

don't let the wordly affairs

stray me

from my noble time

of worshipping

and humbling

myself to U,

cause U are

the Real cause

of

my living

don't let me

get carried away

with the thots

of the dunya

until

it stains

my heart

with its dirt

and take away

my peace

of

the Remembrance

of U..

A slave- Her grave sins of forgetting U with too little thots on U..

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan..

choose me amongst the person U guide to strive upon the Road Of Takwa..

(God, help me to be a better person..)

the emotions i'm at

Not A Box

There were once some people who all saw their lives like empty boxes

They looked around the world collecting up the things they liked

They filled their lives in boxes with the goodies that they gathered

And they all felt in control, content and they all felt all right

They climbed inside their boxes, they settled with their trinkets

They neither looked nor learnt much more and closed their lids up tight

Once they fastened up their boxes they smiled there inside

And they all thought in their darkness that the world was clear and bright

But the world is not a box,

There's no lid, no doors, no cardboard flaps or locks.

And everything in nature from the clouds to the rocks

Is a piece of the puzzle of the purpose of man;

It's the piece of the peace of Islam

Along came a wandering wise man whispering such words of truth,

Who stumbled on these boxes so separate side by side

He knocked upon the first one saying, "Please come out and feel the day"

An answer came from deep within, "You're not of us please go away"

He approached the second box and tapped thrice on the lid, saying,

"Peace to you inside, shall I show you a new way?”

Someone peaked out from a crack and said,

"You may just have a point, but it's so comfy in my box, in my box here I will stay."

But the world is not a box,

There's no lid, no doors, no cardboard flaps or locks.

And everything in nature from the clouds to the rocks Is a piece of the puzzle of the purpose of man;

It's the piece of the peace of Islam

He stood before the final box; a hiding face peaked out to him,

And much to his surprise he said, "I recognize those eyes"

"I see you and you see me, why not come out and be free?

Faith and flowers wilt and die if they are hidden from the sky."

Coz the world is not a box, There's no lid, no doors, no cardboard flaps or locks.

And everything in nature from the clouds to the rocks

Is a piece of the puzzle of the purpose of man;

Now centuries lies between all the prophets, you and I,
Civilization are born and die each and every day,
We see good and bad and happy sad,
And made mistake we wished we hadn't made,
In our attempt to try and live up to their way,
But if we hide ourselves away,
Afraid to grow and learn, we might wake up in the flame of ignorant and sad burn,
And we will never be much more than casualties of war,
In a struggle we can't win if we have no faith to begin,
We got to tip the lid and let the sun light again,
Coz the world is not a box,

There's no lid, no doors, no cardboard flaps or locks.

And everything in nature from the clouds to the rocks

Is a piece of the puzzle of the purpose of man;
It's the piece of the peace of Islam

Afraid to Read

How many words she’s read before,

she’s consumed two thousand books or more.

Musty pulp and glue soundproof her tiny room.

She cannot understand why this book in her hand fascinates her now so much that she’s almost shy to touch.

“Don’t think about the words it’s just a book - paper and ink”

She reaffirms, remind herself, “a book can’t dictate what to think.”

It invites, intrigues her more than others on her shelf

“Is it just another book?” - she sits questioning herself.

Oh Allah, she’s so afraid to read,

the wisdom that’s revealed may burrow in her mind

She’ll be obliged to admit,

She’ll be obliged to submit

But will she be strong enough to live the truth she finds?

Oh Allah, she’s so afraid to read.

-Dawud Wharnsby Ali..

dont. be. afraid. stay. strong. face.your. fears

-me-

Dont worry, dont be afraid, Allah is with us..

-anonymous-

peluang untuk memperoleh kemuliaan..

tak banyak yg dah berlaku dlm hidup sy beberape hari ni. cume mlm td sebahagian drp kami sisterhood celebrate birthday kepam di 'kedai kopi'. design kedai ni agak lawa tp sygnya servisnya sgt2 lambat dan adekah patut tempat yg ber aircond ni dibenarkan utk merokok! (sy tak boleh terime sungguh..busuk tudungku jadinye..). tapi ape2 pun heppy dpt celebrate besday kepam dgn sisters yg lain =). n to kepam heppy belated 23, smoge smakin heppy dan diberkati..=D (kepam turns 23 last sunday). oh, n kepam sudahkah anda habis menganalisa thesis kte?hehe. me lg ckit..plannye adalah utk kite memasukkan data dlm spss stelah tentamen anat jumaat ni..

peluang memperoleh kemuliaan

last sunday we (me, azra, doyot, iman n ain) went to taruna (a pesantren) for our weekly pengajian n tafseer surah al-ahzab was discussed. an emphasize more or less was given regarding kemuliaan yg diberikan kpd kaum wanita. Ustazah aka ibu umar mentioned about satu hadits tentang kedatangan seorang wafid (utusan) dr kaum wanita bertemu Rasulullah sallallahualaihiwassalam untuk meminta persamaan hak antara lelaki dan wanita. wanita itu menyampaikan keluhan para wanita bahawa kaum lelaki diizinkan keluar berperang dan berpeluang utk mendapatkan syahid sedangkan kaum wanita duduk di rumah menguruskan keperluan suami dan anak-anak, di manakah peluang kami untuk mendapatkan syahid? kemudian Rasulullah dengan penuh hikmahnya menjawab, kembalilah kamu kepada kaum wanita dan sampaikan kpd mereka bhw sekiranya mereka mentaati suami dan menjaga hak2 nya, mereka akan mendapat ganjaran yang sama namun sedikit sekali antara para wanita yang mengamalkannya..

Satu lagi hadits turut membincangkan tentang kemuliaan yang diberikan kpd kaum wanita iaitu sekiranya seorang wanita itu solat 5 waktu, puasa sebulan di bulan Ramadhan, menjaga kehormatannya dan taat pada suami wanita itu boleh masuk ke dlm syurga dari mana2 pintu yg diinginkannya.

Namun ada juga hadis yg berlawanan bahawa Rasulullah sallallahualaihiwassalam bersabda Aku ditunjukkan neraka dan banyak penghuninya adalah wanita kerana mereka mengingkari kebaikan suaminya.Mungkin juga banyak wanita yang berpotensi menjadi penghuni neraka krn kurang memerhatikan soal aurat dan akhlak. Na'uzubillahi min zalik.

Jadi kesimpulan yg boleh sy ambil di sini ialah Allah itu Maha Adil. Dia telah memberi persamaan hak kepada kedua-dua wanita dan lelaki tapi dalam bidang yang berbeza. Benar, Ar Rijal Qawwamun 'ala Nisaa' tetapi di sebalik kehebatan seorang lelaki itu ada seorang wanita yang menyokongnya.

Wanita itu berpeluang untuk mendapatkan kemuliaan di sisi Allah dengan mentaati suami namun sedikit sekali yang memanfaatkan peluang ini. Malahah, kalau dilihat pada zaman ini lebih banyak wanita yang prefer untuk mengutamakan karier drp keluarga. Rugilah kita kalau mensia2kan peluang kemuliaan yang Allah beri ini. Sesungguhnya janji Allah adalah benar.

Seorang ibu itu jugalah madrasah pertama anak-anak. Jadi, wanita harus mempunyai kesedaran untuk melengkapkan diri dengan ilmu-ilmu ilahi dan duniawi (ex: betulkan bacaan Qur'an, hafal qur'an dsb) kerana merekalah nanti yg akan 1st hand mendidik anak2 untuk melahirkan anak2 kecil itu sbgai generasi jundi2 islam nanti. kalau tak, jadilah mereka seperti ketam, mengajar anaknya berjalan lurus tapi dia sendiri berjalan bengkok.sangat besar n amanah tanggungjwb seorg wanita ini rupanya. tapi besar pulalah ganjaran yang Allah janjikan padanya jika berjaya melaksanakannya dengan baik.

Semulia2 pengabdian adalah pengabdian kepada suami- kata2 daripada Ibu Umar.
(after the devotion to Allah and His Messenger to add)

When u talk about women rights, we shud also talk about women responsibilities. How can u request on ur rights when u dont perform ur responsibility wholely?
-Dr Hjh Harlina Haji Siraj

Ballighuni walau ayaat..

inter 05 outbound day..

sumtimes pics speak more than words and here are they.. (credits to sheng yew=) )

us

girls only

the girls and the facis