i wish

i wish that im smart
i wish that im focused
i wish that little matters do not bother me
i wish that i know how to save other people
i wish that i find peace
i wish that Allah wipes away all of my fears
and i wish that Allah grants me all of my wishes

and i tink i rili miss...

SMKA MAAHAD MUAR!!!!
rindunyaaaaaa!!! nak balik sekolahhhhhhhhh!!

doakan husna ok

husna eksiden. dgn ecad. pukul 10 mlm td. kak huda baru call td bgtau. ecad bwk husna naik moto tak ada lampu n tak pakai helmet. then langgar lubang sebab tak nampak. tak tahula mane ecad dpt moto tu. kat rumah tak ada moto pon. ada kereta je. apetah lahh lagi moto yg tak ada lampu. huhu. husna kene jahit 14 jahitan. banyak tu kot. tak tau kat bagian kepala mane. tapi dah xray alhamdulillah tak ade internal injury, doc kata insyaAllah xada pape. skrg mak stay kt hospital jaga husna dkat wad doktor nk monitor kalau2 ada tanda peningkatan intracranial pressure. doakan husna ok ye semua..risau pulak rasanye. rasa nk marah kt ecad pon ade. tapi tgh tekan STOP button. sy muda2 dulu pun nakal juge kot. huhu. lain laa rasanya bile family sendiri yg kene. risauuuuuuu. hope xde ape2, insyaAllah. barulaa faham ape yg family mangse-mangse eksiden slame ni rase. herm, doakan ye semua smoga husna, adik kecil 6 tahun yang comel dan periang saya itu baik-baik saja..aminn. (skarang sy dah bangun sy kene stadi DV....DV DV dan DV....+_+...ohhhh sy tak suka bgn malam2 utk belaja sorang2....)

i can do it

there has been a phase in my life where my thirst for knowledge and my perseverance in studies are at peak. i've done it, and im sure i can do it once again.

~End of Surgery department, welcoming dermatovenerealogy~

Malaysia, on Friday i'll return!

when things were so normal

emang sekarang dah x normal ke?

a simple note, a self reminder.

underwent almost a month of my clinical rotation. i've realized that:
1) TIME is a modality. for ur dunya n akhirat, once it ticks, it could never be bought back. think
about it.
2) lalai is an enemy. realize this please. it attacks u from the insides and outsides. its like sleeping
with the enemy.
3) talking and bothering about other people is a mechanism of distraction. it distracts u from
focusing on ur own weakness and life purpose. seriously dangerous.
4) i felt that some people have stopped considering that humans' lives are valuable. i wonder if i'll
ever become likewise. nauzubillah.
5) purifying the heart is the only solution to survive in this chaotic world ur living in. and its not
an easy job. it needs constant reminder from time to time.
6) there are so many things n knowledge to be memorized. its funny n scary how short lived my
memories are. figuring out ways to improve them.
7) God, dont lead me astray. im so weak. and fragile. i beg U Lord.

"Aku melihat ke syurga maka kebanyakan dari penghuni penghuninya adalah orang2 miskin. Dan aku melihat pula ke neraka, maka kelihatan olehku kebanyakan penghuninya ialah wanita." (HR Muslim)

bila rindu

when i say im undergoing the most languorous phase of my life, i really mean it. but yet, i cant help but miss this supercute missable little girl,

the girl with a plastic of jajan in her right hand, with the buncit perut and seluar senteng warna biru, how i miss! miss husna sofia...