Friday, August 22, 2008

thanx =)

its weeken, horraay!(alhamdulillah..)

just as i've been planning to spend my weken home alone, all to myself (finally..i thot), the INTER secretariate has sumting up their sleeves pulak. herm, i may choose je not to go but afraid that i might miss sum really gud quality time wif my batchmates maybe for the sekian kalinya..

i was somnolent the whole day thru, due to the fact that i didn't sleep at all last nite in order to finish up my pharmaco report. serves me right for procrastinating. i kickstarted doin' it just last nite. i was sleepyhead so badly to think that i even dozed off time usrah n tenteran anatomy!gosh, dozing off in anatomy lab is the last unthinkable things to do. thanks to doyot, has n nanie for being such a bunch of supporting friends (sudi melayan me thru thick and thins throughout the day n esp doyot for sudi layan2 me merepek2 =] ).

as reminded by has (to get sum sleep once i've gotten back home =) ), i immediately put myself to bed after performing my asar prayer. i was soo deeply lost in transition until azra woke me up for maghrib prayer. gosh, the sleep seemed to last forever. it felt so. when i woke up i thot i was in a different space ( so much for exaggerating). that's wut happens when u desperately need sleep.the kinda sleep that u'd get is the ' hard' sleep.

oh, and to adek2 06 : min, faz and siti yg sgt cute, thanx for the lovely green brooch! (wlupun upon request dari diri sendiri yg menggedik.theh hee..). thanx sesangat, korg memang cuteee,hehe =).

n to cek powh...ayyoo dah nak 2 minggu cek powh jadi housemate baru kitorg gantikan kak azy. tak wish 'welcoming the new tenant' lagi..cek powh sayang..welcome to our living shack, to our humble abode, to our small yet warm and cozy escapade..ur presence in the house brings out a lot more love to the house..its highly appreciated, welcoming u as a part of us and hopefully us as a part of u too..susah senang same dirase..=D


to lovely queen iman, get well sooon from ur molar teeth tootache..kesian die..i cud imagine how painful it is..the 'get well soon wish' goes along to doyot..(rajin2 makan ubat =) )..kepam n yati (hope u both recuperate completely from the illness..soon insyaAllah)..

too bad iman n doyot cant join us for the so called inter 05 'fun day' tomoroe =(..

ohh, and im missing my siblings laa..just afta magrib, me, azra n belle chatted bout our sisters n brothers...how we might deviate in sum things, but deep inside there's the love that even though we don show it its alwiz there. the same goes to me n my brothers. i just love to pick up fights with them (theh he..jahat kan) but we both know that we dun really mean the harsh words we said and the bad things we've done. ada kedekatan dalam pergaduhan, hehe. i suppose u both know me too well..missing u both from the bottom of my hearts.

us during kak huda's engagement..timah, me, ain (my lil cousin), kak huda, ecad, man n yg kecik kat bwh tuu unaa...

kak huda cheer up..smile a lot ya..i really miss u..=). i believe we'll make it thru..

stalker separuh masa

tgh syiok2 buat pharmaco (im not even half way thru..remind u..) teringat pulak kat kak salwa. ntah kenape boleh teringat kat de. pelik sungguh. kak salwa adalah housemate kak huda (kakak kesayangan saye =) )kat kl, then my fingers got itchy to google her blog (manelaa tau ade gamba wedding de harituu de dh upload, out of curiosity). cos my sis tima dok cerite bout her wedding yg i cudnt go cos dah balik jogja n bout incidents at her wedding in regards to her n her hubby yg sgt cute (sbb katenye character mereka agak opposite..hehe opposites attract!). then terjumpe pulak blog zauj kak salwa..(dr khairil idham) . bolehlah bukak link di name tersebut. penuh dengan puisi2 yg best! sum of them are even published in the papers and antologi bahasa bumi yg is available d pasaran malaysia recently. waa kagumnye dgn mereke berdue!!

kepade kak salwa..sy tak sempat wish..slamat pengantin baru..=)..baraakallahuma..smoga mahligai yg dibina sentiasa di bawah naungan ridhaNya.. pas ni mesti dh x kirim buku2 dari sini kat sy lagi kan??..dh ade zauj seorg penulis! ;)

Sesungguhnya Allah itu adalah sebaik2 pencipta!
He Knows.. =)

Thursday, August 21, 2008

this was waaaay back...

ciloking from rashid's fotopages was dis photo which seemed like only ' a few days back'. gosh, has it really been 4 years??

"uS wHEn THings WEre A lOt SimPlEr.."

GRADUATION DINNER 2005 A-LEVEL KTT

tash-sheza-ipahh-diana-jegha-ael-farah-penutie-toy-aida

6-2-a2 roxxx!!hehhee...

herm..now i really2 feel old..(hehhee..poyoo!) =p


Wednesday, August 20, 2008

10 mu'assafat

Objektif tarbiyah (didikan hati) adalah untuk menghasilkan individu2 dengan 10 mu'assafat ini :

1) akidah yang sejahtera
2) ibadah yang benar
3) akhlak yang mantap
4) pemikiran yang berwawasan
5) jasmani yang kuat
6) mampu mencari mata pencarian
7) berdisiplin / mampu menguasai diri sendiri (high self control)
8) tersusun dalam pengurusan (self-organized)
9) menjaga waktu
10) bermanfaat kpd org lain..

let's self evaluate our own self. kalau kita menggelar diri kita org2 yang telah menerima tarbiyah dan sendiri berada di medan tarbiyah, apakah kita sudah memenuhi kesepuluh ciri2 tersebut. ohh, diriku terasa sungguh..esp part num 3, 7, 8 dan 9. oh..di manakah silapnya??

Tarbiyyah itu mendidik bukan mengajar.
Tarbiyyah itu mengasihi bukan mendominasi.
Tarbiyyah menghasilkan insan2 rabbani bukan insan2 yang tidak peduli..

Ya Allah didiklah hatiku..Bantulah aku untuk memahami kalamMu..bantulah aku untuk menghayati hakikat hidup ini..

"Sesungguhnya perumpaan dunia dan diriku adalah seperti seorang yang beristirahat sejenak di bawah sepohon pokok pada siang yang amat panas..kemudian ia pergi meninggalkannya.."
( HR Ahmad)

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

curhattt

Saya sangat sedih hari ni
Mujur saya dah call kakak saya utk curhat.
lega ckit..

ade ke patut kak huda ketawakan saya?
hins2...saaabaaa jelahhhh...

target hari ni : buat lukisan anatomi, buat farmako, baca histo exam esok
tips hari ni : tak mo pk perkara yg saya tak buat. sy akan gunakan otak saya hanya utk berfikir perkara2 yg akan saya buat!

oh, sy otw nak beli tiket balik raye.mungkin hari isnin, 29 sept 08. air asia jogja-kl. herm,moge2 ni adalah pilihan yg paling tepat, insyaAllah..

akhir kate pade diri sendiri;
chill out n cheer up toy..!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

jalan ini..

jalan ini jalan yang sukar
jalan ini berliku-liku
jalan ini penuh sepi
jalan ini saksi air mata
jalan ini ku korban segala..

tapi..
jalan ini jalan cinta
jalan ini jalan hamba
jalan ini fitrah jiwa
jalan ini ku dekat dengan-Nya
dan jalan ini..
kebenaran tiada tara..



kebenaran
by A Samad Said
Setiap yang benar
betapa ditekan
tetap menjalar
tanpa dibaja
kan tetap mekar
tanpa udara pun
kan tetap segar

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

the self monologue-ing

i soo want to study rite now but there's sumthing bugging me (yeah.once in a blue moon,im a stay up-er)

am i being emotional?..
am i emotional?..
am i explosive? (i mean kuat melenting)..

in fact, in these past few days, i was deeply tested by Allah to prove that i'm also careless n forgetfull as well..wow, wut a package! to add to the flavour, eh hem.., i'm also a freak!

the truth is that they're all true.
the truth is bitter but it's true

i am emotional, dramatic, explosive,forgetful, careless n a freak.
that's me
oh my god, that's me.


i'd better change